3.16.2005

Wed 16 March 05

Got my nails done finally. French Manicure cost me AUD 35. No massage also! Celaka. Just shape + cuticles cleaning + paint + buff and tat cost me $35. Oh well, I needed one manicure today. Just want to look pretty for quite a long time. Yeah, i am overweight, ugly gal who has the biggest bum and thigh and tummy too!!! oh yeah baby... i am fat!! so what?! life goes on...i got my manicure!! yippeeee... nice nice fingers now.... gesh wonder whether having manicure would get me a hubby! ahahhahahahaha

3.04.2005

Friday 4 March 2005 4.50 pm this is written

i am weird
and messed up in the brains
i am crazy
and have a life more complicated than the brains
i am lonely
and have just around only Crystal in my life
i am depress
and have just only Crystal to fulfill my life

Written by Gracey 4th March 2005

3.02.2005

A Poem I wrote today 2nd March 05

In Heart We Are Bond

How I wish the clock runs quicker with time
For you would appear in my mind and heart numerous times
How I wish to listen to you voice
For the feelings you have are blended into your voice

In life we are split apart
But in heart we are bond into one
Experiencing the pain of being apart
But to make us only stronger as one

Lets give each other more time
To get to know each other better with time
Lets celebrate the passion we have for each other
To let us be grateful for we have found each other.

Written by Gracey 2nd March 2005

3.01.2005

My horoscope I read from a friend..

CANCER WOMAN (22 June -23 July)

* Eastern Japanese Horoscope - Please follow given DATE for accuracy.

When she is in love, she will act both ways. First, Shy and politetrembling to be near you. Second, Attach to you like glue and trying to bewith you all the times. She will try to go home with you after work, orhave every lunch with you. It is O.K. if you like her too, but if is is notthe case, you will feel very uncomfortable.

She hates to be talked about or gossiped by someone else. If she knows shewill be very hurt. In nature she is a shy type, except she has beeninfluenced by some other Zodiac. She is not a brave or daring type, so ifyou like her then you better be the one who start first. She will notaccept her true feeling, so if you like here you better tell her first.

She is like a musical note always change in tunes, so one minute she can befunny and cheerful, and one minute she can be sad and depress. Other peoplemay think of her as "Over-acting", or "Over-reacting".

When she is depress, she will go out and look for things to make it up. Sheloves money, and thinks of having "Money" as "happy", not as "God". Shewill not look down at you if you do not have a lot of money, but she willhelp you make money, save money. She is not an extravagant person andsometimes will tell you not to buy her expensive and not useful gift.

She is the type who enjoy a long and quiet walk. Cancer woman alsoinfluenced by the "moon", so under the moon light she will be fascinatingwoman.

She has a constant fear for many things. She fear of not being smartenough, not pretty enough. Even if she is not fat, she will not be satisfy.Assuring her of her look would help, because she can change mood 4 times aday.

She is not stingy, but you will not surprise if you see she collecting oldor broken junks. She sees that everything are useful to her. She will finda way to re-use it again some day. She is not a jealous type,butpossessive.

The best part of her is that she will sacrifice everything for her love onewith no limit. Don't leave her in times of troubles, she will never forgetit. She is not a weak type, even she looks like one, Example if you arguewith her, she might cry her heart out. Once you left, she will wipe hertears and start clean up her apartment normally.

She is a very careful mother and will look after her kids every steps ofthe way. If she is a mother of your children, you are at ease, but if sheis your mother in law, you are in pain. Not to worry, this type of motherin law will not let her own daughter being an "Old mate".

She could be moody and argue with you in many little things like manywomen, but she always wait and want to take care of you. If you argue withher and disappear a few days, she will be waiting for you, but not for longO.K. This kind of testing is risky, try not to do it.

The Cancer woman need 2 things to be happy which are "Work" and "Love". Shecan be live in a dusty house, but she can not live in that same house withno Love.