8.24.2006

8.18.2006

Crystal Before After

Crystal is no longer shaved.... a before after pictures....


PISSS me off, I tried to upload pictures for the whole weeek and it is still not working!! My readers.... be patience.. i wil lry to load Crystal pic as soon as possible... :P

8.08.2006

“Can You Feel My World” is track 11 on Wang Lee Hom’s 2003 album, Unbelievable.


王力宏 Can You Feel My World
曲:王力宏 词:李焯雄

曲:王力宏 词:李焯雄 编:

你只喜欢我微笑 你决定我的需要 我要怎样说才好 我不是为你制造

关心像是泥沼 拉我往下掉 爱是漂亮的口号 透过你的眼角

你把我的喜好 随便删掉 变成你要的调调 你为我好 我知道 我都知道

我的烦恼 我的骄傲 你却不明了 怎样爱你才好 毕竟黑豹 需要自由奔跑

(不能满足于拥抱) (I keep comin' back for more)

Can You Feel My World 真实的我没有办法伪造

Can You Take My Hands 真诚你会感觉到

Can You Feel My World 真实的我没办法伪造

并不想讨好 你才觉得我重要 (我一点都不重要)

你只要我有礼貌 其它假装看不到

我要怎么说才好 当我的情绪低潮 Rap I keep on comin' back for more yo

日日夜夜我闭着双眼祈祷 为什么只有我的音乐能够让我依靠

我知道我的世界已经变得越来越小 跑不掉逃不了

怎样面带着微笑 怎么面对着你才好 怎么眼泪都在掉

怎么嘴嘟着好严肃 这不是哭着就好

什么旋律在我的脑袋一直转一直绕

志力一直撑着我 再一次祷告 帮助我

I don't feel complete no matter what happens to me in singapore. I am missing something. I am missing Crystal so much. I miss her mad. I love her but yet I do not really do my best. I have abandoned her in some way. What a mother I am.

I go out with friends and not play with her. I spend time with my friends, movies, interstate trip and left her all alone bored at home. I am to be blame. I am selfish. I am horrible. I don't deserve to say I love her so much. If i do, i would be with her most of my time.

And now i am in singapore. I am more cruel than I thought I could be.

我罪﹐ 我全都是罪。 我不是一個好媽媽。 天呀﹐我到底還是我自稱呼自己是一個愛<楊水晶>的人嗎?

我不配。 一點都不配。 就如一個朋友說﹐ 很多很多很多很多人自稱自己是個善心的人﹐可是真真有多少人是做到的?

8.07.2006

Had a very eventful day today. I went to watch 3 people eat DimSum buffet starting at 3ish pm till 5 pm. And we walked to buy a newspaper and then we went to a suburb as Ms E got to pick up something. While waiting and the driving trip, i was hungry. So I "asked" them to accompany me back , watching me eat. And eventually.... Mr. K agree as the other two was very easy going. heheh

they took me to botak, an amerian food stall. I had steak. Gosh, it was a long wait and the 3 people watch me had my dinner. It was simple. There was moments when no one talking and everyone is looking at someone. However, it was simple. We didn't have to make up silly topics just to bring up the atmosphere. I like it though. There is a common understanding that it is OK once in a while to have no topic and just meet up for a meal.

I am happy to spend time with them as they all are working and really hard to spend time with them and do not require to cater anyone whether they are being entertai. Simple friendship which I really enjoy a lot. They are my close friends in Singapore. It is indeed my blessing to know them. Thank you my dear friends

Have a good week ahead and enjoy your NATIONAL DAY as you guys all 3 of u are pure singaporeans , hanging out with a Malaysian here. :)

8.05.2006

as time goes it is august already. How time flies.

It is funny, sometimes you knwo someone and you never met him/her but you feel so comfortable talking to them. but sometiems when meeting in person, the feeling is different. Some are worried that this would happen.

Some you never met but yet you can strike a conversation on the internet and on the phone and talk for hours. Chatting away. Teasing each other or even to some extend of flirting. hehehe And when you go to sleep after the chat, you feel a sweet feeling in your heart, as if it is melting and you have a little simple sweet smile, smiling to yourself and you can even feel the smile. To that, you feel the sweetness of a smile that you jsut smile to yourself. hehehe

Isn't it nice to have this? In life, we grow up, we become materialistic, we become goal oriented, we become stingy, we become workaholic, we become mr excuses, we become mr judgemental. But then we still could have this simple smile in our life. Cherish it when you can my dear readers. As each smile, you feel a great warmth and it would last you quite long!