6.17.2007
Wedding date set - Sept 13, 2007
Was suppose to have my actual day on 29th November 2007 but grandpa passed away and
my actual wedding date is set on September 13, 2007 (Thursday) - in Jakarta Indonesia. (due to the 100 days chinese custom)
taking my wedding photos on 28th June 2007 (thursday)
Got engaged on 16th March 2007 (Friday)
Started my relationship with Halim on 4th May 2006
Magazines all say every bride should enjoy their wedding preparation, but i feel different. I feel many obstacles in my wedding preparation.
Is it a sign? or it is just pure concidence.
Lets hope my wedding goes smoothly and i have a wedding that I dream off. Friends to be around, to give me a great atmosphere and every guest comments that my wedding is one of the best they attended.
great pictures taken, my sisters and brothers really build the fun on the time when halim come to pick me up. But somehow i feel, things won't turn out right.
Then I keep on telling myself now, it is Ok, just have it simple. everything would be OK. just look at it optimisticly. As long as halim is around you then it would be fine. For god sake, it is just only a wedding. no big deal, why make the fuss on others and act so petty about it? i mean, u don't want to say things and then somone tell u <" since u so smart, u do it yourself la...">
sometimes i feel my wedding is a failure. or it is going to be a failure. my family members are so busy and in difficult situations. Don't know how my AD make up and hairstlye would be. My wedding photos would be done in a rush as time issue. My wedding dress would be whatever is available on the rack and what i want they may not have.
my wedding room is done as simple as possible as it won't be the place I be. THe wedding card I always wanted may not occur.
Time is an issue
Family members is an issue
Friends is an issue
Oh.. i feel so bitter. So bitter that I am getting married in 100 days in such a rush
And telling myself simple would do. Simple is good. Simple is nice. Simple is the right choice to make as that is all u can do.
my once fairytale wedding is just a simple ordinary wedding. But yet, wedding is a ceremony where 2 people join, why make the whole big fuss... why so show off, why so demanding. Yes, i should be optimistic that I found someone that love me, but then...but then.....
lets hope my next post update on my wedding preparation would be something more
my actual wedding date is set on September 13, 2007 (Thursday) - in Jakarta Indonesia. (due to the 100 days chinese custom)
taking my wedding photos on 28th June 2007 (thursday)
Got engaged on 16th March 2007 (Friday)
Started my relationship with Halim on 4th May 2006
Magazines all say every bride should enjoy their wedding preparation, but i feel different. I feel many obstacles in my wedding preparation.
Is it a sign? or it is just pure concidence.
Lets hope my wedding goes smoothly and i have a wedding that I dream off. Friends to be around, to give me a great atmosphere and every guest comments that my wedding is one of the best they attended.
great pictures taken, my sisters and brothers really build the fun on the time when halim come to pick me up. But somehow i feel, things won't turn out right.
Then I keep on telling myself now, it is Ok, just have it simple. everything would be OK. just look at it optimisticly. As long as halim is around you then it would be fine. For god sake, it is just only a wedding. no big deal, why make the fuss on others and act so petty about it? i mean, u don't want to say things and then somone tell u <" since u so smart, u do it yourself la...">
sometimes i feel my wedding is a failure. or it is going to be a failure. my family members are so busy and in difficult situations. Don't know how my AD make up and hairstlye would be. My wedding photos would be done in a rush as time issue. My wedding dress would be whatever is available on the rack and what i want they may not have.
my wedding room is done as simple as possible as it won't be the place I be. THe wedding card I always wanted may not occur.
Time is an issue
Family members is an issue
Friends is an issue
Oh.. i feel so bitter. So bitter that I am getting married in 100 days in such a rush
And telling myself simple would do. Simple is good. Simple is nice. Simple is the right choice to make as that is all u can do.
my once fairytale wedding is just a simple ordinary wedding. But yet, wedding is a ceremony where 2 people join, why make the whole big fuss... why so show off, why so demanding. Yes, i should be optimistic that I found someone that love me, but then...but then.....
lets hope my next post update on my wedding preparation would be something more
Grandpa passed away (my dad's dad)
grandpa passed away on 9th June 2007 approx 10.05 am.
I wasn't there, I was in Singapore.
When I reach home, he was lying resting in his peacefully.
I knelt down and pay my respect and went to change into my dark blue shirt and pants.
Join in the prayer.
Went out to attend to the friends and relative who came.
had my supper.
went to bed around 12ish
woke up again at 4 am to company my grandpa.went back to sleep again about 6 am
2nd day
woke up around 11am
went down, said my prayers and went and help
lunch time, then rest time then dinner time then prayer and then supper.
3rd day
same as 2nd day but woke up earlier and have breakfast which is porridege
4th day
breakfast: fish ball noodle
5th day
breakfast and lunch at 9 am: 5 dish and 1 soup, prayers, pay our last respects, do all the procedures and we went to church and have grandpa buried
6th and 7th day - went back to grandpa grave to light candles as this is custom
and i have to get marry in 100 days before 16th Sept as this is also a custom or else get marry in 3 years time
how i feel now? tired and only ... tired
I wasn't there, I was in Singapore.
When I reach home, he was lying resting in his peacefully.
I knelt down and pay my respect and went to change into my
Join in the prayer.
Went out to attend to the friends and relative who came.
had my supper.
went to bed around 12ish
woke up again at 4 am to company my grandpa.went back to sleep again about 6 am
2nd day
woke up around 11am
went down, said my prayers and went and help
lunch time, then rest time then dinner time then prayer and then supper.
3rd day
same as 2nd day but woke up earlier and have breakfast which is porridege
4th day
breakfast: fish ball noodle
5th day
breakfast and lunch at 9 am: 5 dish and 1 soup, prayers, pay our last respects, do all the procedures and we went to church and have grandpa buried
6th and 7th day - went back to grandpa grave to light candles as this is custom
and i have to get marry in 100 days before 16th Sept as this is also a custom or else get marry in 3 years time
how i feel now? tired and only ... tired
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