As my running nose kicked in, I got sick. With the flu, cough, sore throat, fever... the LOT!!
So i was sick all through my xmas break, eating only apples, porridge and sometimes, still apples. hmm...... kinda boring. but the fuji apple do get me over it. Hence i got this medicine to eat, i better have something in my stomach.
Sick on 23rd, sick on 24th (chirstmas eve) , sick on 25th, sick on 26th (boxing day)
Thanks to all my friends who sms / call me to wish me merrry chirstmas. Thank you soooo much. It is warm in heart to have the wishes as I have no family to celebrate xmas again. I miss you guys.. everyone... i miss my family, i miss my friends in malaysia and in singapore and in Hong Kong and in China and in Taiwan and in UK and in US and in Indo and in and in Melbourne too hahaha come on .... we met in melbourne but doesn't mean u guys are still in melbourne right this period ok?! :)
Brand new start coming along the way.. new year resolutions.... new year hopes... everything is fresh... fresh relationship, fresh life, fresh health...... laguna matata Gracey !!
12.29.2005
22 December 05
Lion King Musical. Finally I went and watch it. FINALLY!!! IT IS absotely wonderful. The best. No way Annie the musical can beat this. Go watch it. It is worth every dime and penny. The cast, the music, the movement, the custome. Everything is just good. I can't find a fault in it. I was so involve with the musical, but one and only thing, I GOT RUNNING nose during that night and you betcha, i was blowing and sneezing half of the time. ehehheeh but what to do.... it took my ages to get ppl to go with me and a ticket cost me Aud 100 so i am getting my ass there to watch it!!!Once again ladies and gentleman it is Good. don't be stingy and go watch it if u can ! :)
12.21.2005
12.01.2005
Little Poem for the day
I am not a beauty but yet I am not a blonde
To compare you I must not but to care for you I should
Desperate I shall not be
Dreaming I shall continue to be
Written by Gracey in Nov 05
To compare you I must not but to care for you I should
Desperate I shall not be
Dreaming I shall continue to be
Written by Gracey in Nov 05
1 December 05
When a female meet a man (usually occurs in the asian's culture), the man would ask the female how many bf/partners you have before. With a number she provides, it would be easily assume how many man she slept with. However this number can provide 2 scenario:
1. a high number, means she is a easy goer and got f*** by many men.
2. a low number, ohhh she is a good good girl.
however, with both scenario there could also be a wrong assumption.
Scenario 1: Yeah, she have 8 boyfriends/partners before but doesn't mean she is a bicycle that can easily be ride on. It could be just she is a emotionally weak person and easily believe she is in love with the guy and easily get attracted to the wrong guy that at end abuse her verbally or even physically, or even possesive guy or even a guy that lives on her or a guy who is complete a loser. However, it is too possible she is a high sexual driven girl and enjoys sexual encoutners with different males.
Scenario 2: A girl with lets say 2 boyfriends in life. Those are the ones she consider official, the ones she lets her friends know about and even her family. What about the hidden ones? What about the ones that she pick up at clubs and pubs and have one night stand? or even the ones that she flings on and have casual sex with? Does that make her any better than scenario 1?
IN this society, specially the Asian group and society, they always think that girls lose out. And guys find it as a trouphy as how many women that they slept with. It works in the caucasian society but they are more open about it and respect the other party. Of course, this is a generalising situation. THere are good and bad (asian and caucasian) men. Those with a gentleman personality and those with a horrible character.
In other hands, when a guy tells a girl his numbers, it too comes out with 2 scenario:
Scenario 1: High number- he is smooth and definitely got his mini manual/guidelines to pursee so many woman and to increase his numbers. And who knows? with those amount of experience, he may be "good" in bed. But yet, could there be another story? That he is a selfish man. He only gets what he wants but doesn't know how to please the other party. Or even the most simple backfire, he is just boosting the number to make him look "cool"
Scenario 2: Low Number - he is a good good boy. Unexpeirience. Once again, how would someone know for real is he really the sheep? or a wolf in a sheep skin disguise?
In life we fall in love, we learn and we move on. There are many wrong sexual relationships you encounters sometimes and there are some that are really worth it and you will never regret you have that special night/nights with that person. Whether it is in a proper relationships or the nowadays popularity , sex/fuck buddies. As long as you have no regrets, it is worth it. And if u done some that you regret and feel that you are stupid to have done so with that guy/girl, learn from it and move on. If she/he would want to spread and boast as a throphy, then it is lack of civilasation and manners. Yes, it would hurt you no matter what, but move on. Thats all it matters. Somethings are meant to haunt you forever but then it is too to remind you that you learnt another lesson and should learn to dealt with it in a more mature manner and of course a more agreeable manner and not dilusion urself.
All the best to all the guys and girls out there that encounters this problems. Hope you too would not judge someone by how many person he/she slept with. Sometimes one doesn't want to know the numbers, because he/she is afraid to judge or it too can be he/she may just be a person who love/like you for who you are and is just attractive to you as the simplicity of who you are. This I learnt! If he/she wants to share, she/he would openly tell you. However, still have safe precaution. Getting sexual illness or unwanted pregnancy is a mistake you made with yoruself knowing. Then and so, you got no one to blame for not being careful and being not selfish.
Man and Woman around the world- Fall in Love, Learn From It and Move ON. There is always someone for someone. Never give up and never feel you are not good enough for someone. Overweight or Underweight. 50's or 20's. There is always "chemistry" out there!
1. a high number, means she is a easy goer and got f*** by many men.
2. a low number, ohhh she is a good good girl.
however, with both scenario there could also be a wrong assumption.
Scenario 1: Yeah, she have 8 boyfriends/partners before but doesn't mean she is a bicycle that can easily be ride on. It could be just she is a emotionally weak person and easily believe she is in love with the guy and easily get attracted to the wrong guy that at end abuse her verbally or even physically, or even possesive guy or even a guy that lives on her or a guy who is complete a loser. However, it is too possible she is a high sexual driven girl and enjoys sexual encoutners with different males.
Scenario 2: A girl with lets say 2 boyfriends in life. Those are the ones she consider official, the ones she lets her friends know about and even her family. What about the hidden ones? What about the ones that she pick up at clubs and pubs and have one night stand? or even the ones that she flings on and have casual sex with? Does that make her any better than scenario 1?
IN this society, specially the Asian group and society, they always think that girls lose out. And guys find it as a trouphy as how many women that they slept with. It works in the caucasian society but they are more open about it and respect the other party. Of course, this is a generalising situation. THere are good and bad (asian and caucasian) men. Those with a gentleman personality and those with a horrible character.
In other hands, when a guy tells a girl his numbers, it too comes out with 2 scenario:
Scenario 1: High number- he is smooth and definitely got his mini manual/guidelines to pursee so many woman and to increase his numbers. And who knows? with those amount of experience, he may be "good" in bed. But yet, could there be another story? That he is a selfish man. He only gets what he wants but doesn't know how to please the other party. Or even the most simple backfire, he is just boosting the number to make him look "cool"
Scenario 2: Low Number - he is a good good boy. Unexpeirience. Once again, how would someone know for real is he really the sheep? or a wolf in a sheep skin disguise?
In life we fall in love, we learn and we move on. There are many wrong sexual relationships you encounters sometimes and there are some that are really worth it and you will never regret you have that special night/nights with that person. Whether it is in a proper relationships or the nowadays popularity , sex/fuck buddies. As long as you have no regrets, it is worth it. And if u done some that you regret and feel that you are stupid to have done so with that guy/girl, learn from it and move on. If she/he would want to spread and boast as a throphy, then it is lack of civilasation and manners. Yes, it would hurt you no matter what, but move on. Thats all it matters. Somethings are meant to haunt you forever but then it is too to remind you that you learnt another lesson and should learn to dealt with it in a more mature manner and of course a more agreeable manner and not dilusion urself.
All the best to all the guys and girls out there that encounters this problems. Hope you too would not judge someone by how many person he/she slept with. Sometimes one doesn't want to know the numbers, because he/she is afraid to judge or it too can be he/she may just be a person who love/like you for who you are and is just attractive to you as the simplicity of who you are. This I learnt! If he/she wants to share, she/he would openly tell you. However, still have safe precaution. Getting sexual illness or unwanted pregnancy is a mistake you made with yoruself knowing. Then and so, you got no one to blame for not being careful and being not selfish.
Man and Woman around the world- Fall in Love, Learn From It and Move ON. There is always someone for someone. Never give up and never feel you are not good enough for someone. Overweight or Underweight. 50's or 20's. There is always "chemistry" out there!
17 November 05
Melbourne oh my melbourne. It is warm and hot today but I am stuck in the office.
Today I have Korean for lunch alone. Sitting in a corner wating for my Korean bento box. This time i was smart and brought a magazine alone. But as i was not reading, I was givin myself some reflection. Lunch have 2 main version (exclude those that eat at their desk at work)
Version A- everywhere in the street you get to see someone sitting in a corner with a book, muching off their wholemeal bread or rolls. In restaurants, you get to see someone sitting there alone wandering around to amuze themselves while waiting for their food to arrive.
version B - you will see someone else with a partner talking and having their lunch. Some with books, some with folders and some with wine.
Yesterday i too had korean bento box for lunch with my mate. As we in the version of B, we were talking about mid 20s little simple life. After work we just want to go home. We always ask others what u doing afer work, as if we were energetic to go for a run or a climb the mountain, but when time gets close to 5, we can feel the tiredness hitting in. During dinner time, we don't know what to talk about to our friends, it seems the topic we can bring up are so limited. But yet silence during the dinner table seems rude. In that, we would like to have a partner to just have dinner with but yet no need to speak. Then go home and rest.
Companionship. Someone to do things with or to talk to or to listen to. As I scroll through my phonebook via mobile today, I realise I got more international numbers than local numbers. I find there is only so limited friends I could call out to have lunches with. Of course with my still studing friends, this woud not occur. They are in their holidays and you can see the huge difference.
I am not being a pessimistic eventhough it seems like i am on when i write my blogs. In real life, these are the issues and topics some ppl go through each day. Not to say if u think optimisticly, u feel better. But thats lying to youself for you didn't really find a real solution to it.
As I was enjoying my MacDonalds 50cents sundae, i felt really good. Extemely good. Once again, I enjoy the independence I have built over these years. I enjoy the feeling knowing that I no longer think about others. I enjoy knowing I found something that encourage me to move on and to remind me of how to enjoy life.
Melbourne oh Melbourne. It has been 6 years. The weather, the people, the culture, the slang, the sports, the alcohol, the wackyness of nights, the security, the tax system, the pubs, the clubs, the restaurant, the chinatown, the suburbs, the shopping, the events, the celebration and to conclude, THE PEOPLE once again
THank you to all the people I know. Thank you for your friendship and help for all these years. Thank you for the pain and disapointment. Thank you for the betrayals and back-stabbing. Thank you for all teachings and reminders. Without them, I would not have learnt.
For some nationalities, permanent residency to them is the only way to have a better life. But to me, it is just an opportunity for me to explore a different nation. a different culture.
Recently heard that a few of my friends are going through a cross path phase. Whether to go back to their home country (where they born) or to take up PR and work here. If they ask me, I will say this: Ask yourself, what is the reason you want PR for?! Just because others have it and u want it. Or is it you think it is something good to have jsut incase the home country goes crazy? A PR Application cost nearly $3000 which isn't say a huge sum, but with a Terms of staying 2 out of 5 years will kick you in reality.
Good Luck girls in finding the path that suits you. Eventhough u are in a intersection. Remember there isn't a Right nor Wrong path. Any path would give you something, happy or sad memories, it still gives you a learning curve experience.
Crystal is my commitment. She is my everything. Eventhough with her, my choices and flexibility are restrain, but to think abt it, I never regreted having her. Her love and affection to me is priceless. Extremely uncomparable. To accept me, you need to accept her first. Again, to accept a path, you need to accept you faith first. For it would give you uncomparable support and courage.
Today I have Korean for lunch alone. Sitting in a corner wating for my Korean bento box. This time i was smart and brought a magazine alone. But as i was not reading, I was givin myself some reflection. Lunch have 2 main version (exclude those that eat at their desk at work)
Version A- everywhere in the street you get to see someone sitting in a corner with a book, muching off their wholemeal bread or rolls. In restaurants, you get to see someone sitting there alone wandering around to amuze themselves while waiting for their food to arrive.
version B - you will see someone else with a partner talking and having their lunch. Some with books, some with folders and some with wine.
Yesterday i too had korean bento box for lunch with my mate. As we in the version of B, we were talking about mid 20s little simple life. After work we just want to go home. We always ask others what u doing afer work, as if we were energetic to go for a run or a climb the mountain, but when time gets close to 5, we can feel the tiredness hitting in. During dinner time, we don't know what to talk about to our friends, it seems the topic we can bring up are so limited. But yet silence during the dinner table seems rude. In that, we would like to have a partner to just have dinner with but yet no need to speak. Then go home and rest.
Companionship. Someone to do things with or to talk to or to listen to. As I scroll through my phonebook via mobile today, I realise I got more international numbers than local numbers. I find there is only so limited friends I could call out to have lunches with. Of course with my still studing friends, this woud not occur. They are in their holidays and you can see the huge difference.
I am not being a pessimistic eventhough it seems like i am on when i write my blogs. In real life, these are the issues and topics some ppl go through each day. Not to say if u think optimisticly, u feel better. But thats lying to youself for you didn't really find a real solution to it.
As I was enjoying my MacDonalds 50cents sundae, i felt really good. Extemely good. Once again, I enjoy the independence I have built over these years. I enjoy the feeling knowing that I no longer think about others. I enjoy knowing I found something that encourage me to move on and to remind me of how to enjoy life.
Melbourne oh Melbourne. It has been 6 years. The weather, the people, the culture, the slang, the sports, the alcohol, the wackyness of nights, the security, the tax system, the pubs, the clubs, the restaurant, the chinatown, the suburbs, the shopping, the events, the celebration and to conclude, THE PEOPLE once again
THank you to all the people I know. Thank you for your friendship and help for all these years. Thank you for the pain and disapointment. Thank you for the betrayals and back-stabbing. Thank you for all teachings and reminders. Without them, I would not have learnt.
For some nationalities, permanent residency to them is the only way to have a better life. But to me, it is just an opportunity for me to explore a different nation. a different culture.
Recently heard that a few of my friends are going through a cross path phase. Whether to go back to their home country (where they born) or to take up PR and work here. If they ask me, I will say this: Ask yourself, what is the reason you want PR for?! Just because others have it and u want it. Or is it you think it is something good to have jsut incase the home country goes crazy? A PR Application cost nearly $3000 which isn't say a huge sum, but with a Terms of staying 2 out of 5 years will kick you in reality.
Good Luck girls in finding the path that suits you. Eventhough u are in a intersection. Remember there isn't a Right nor Wrong path. Any path would give you something, happy or sad memories, it still gives you a learning curve experience.
Crystal is my commitment. She is my everything. Eventhough with her, my choices and flexibility are restrain, but to think abt it, I never regreted having her. Her love and affection to me is priceless. Extremely uncomparable. To accept me, you need to accept her first. Again, to accept a path, you need to accept you faith first. For it would give you uncomparable support and courage.
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