5.04.2005

REVOLUTION

Wednesday 4th MAY.
Another couple of weeks is crystal birthday. 27 MAY 2005.
Another couple of weeks of continous misery at work.
Another couple of weeks of mental harrassment
Another couple of weeks of thinking, planning and making choice.

Yes, my good old statement. Figuring out what I want to do and what I really want.

As of Monday 2nd May, something at work happened. It really gave me the final blow. I have never been so determine to sit my ass down and to think hard and to find my inner six sense. My biggest decision has made. To not care that much of what others think and opinion, specially my mother. I love her and appreciate her suggestions but I think if I continue to do so, I think I will not be happy or to achieve what I want or what I have set my goals to be.

No monthly income is hard but no monthly happiness is even harder.
No monthly income is hard but no monthly enjoyment of life is even harder.
No Monthly income is hard but no realisation of what career path you really want is even more idiotic
No Monthly income is hard but no self respect for yourself is even more stupid.

Yes, that’s right. What do I grace yong seek for?!

I use to think it was to find a nice husband, someone who loves me and who can take care of me would be the solution. All I want is to be someones wife. Hahaha no one believe me. To work and to be a wife. I don't expect to be a CEO of a multinational company. I am a person that wants my own business in future (preferable in the Animal sector). Yes, that’s my goal. That’s my future goal.

SO now grace yong, you are only 25 ! So young right?! What have u got to lose?!
Wake up from being indecisive. Be strong and move on !
Kindest Regards,Grace Yong 杨 蕙 祯

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