Monday 20 Dec

Monday was another awful day at work. Start at 10 am (no choice, was force to take up that time) and came in. Had a headache. Was thinking hard how to achieve my target for the month or else my bonus would be down the drain. Finishing off my Taiwan campaign and hope to get something good out of it. Thank god, i manage to get 5 opportunities out of it. Not really the A class type, but hey, it is pass to become one. Could't care less, it is hard to make everyone happy. At least i get my bonus! ahahaha. hey, i worked hard alright, i think i deserve the bonus more than anything.

Had sofitel's Chinese "won ton noodle soup" for lunch due to it was windy out there and i got my wrong outfit on. hahaha yeah... the wrong wear. It was alright. Eatable i guess. Sometimes i wonder, maybe i should have a change of my diet? Maybe just eating salads for lunch or fruits. I was told it is a good way to reduce weight. Yeah, i am into this losing weight issue again. hey, i reduce not to eat Rice at night. I think it did work a little. Not much, but a little. And trying to walk home. However, the weather isn't right. it is alright windy and cold. I hate to walk back when it is coldddddddddddd....

It was a simple night. Had takeaway for dinner. A1 restaurant, ciffon xxx with rice. watch the movie 8MM. Yuck.... it was quite a triller movie. I find my veins moving up and down. It is about this rich man, got a tape (8 mm ) of a porno movie, but it isn't a normal porno movie, but a sick one. The girl get rapes and butchered. Yeah killed. And the rich man's wife found the tape one day (the man died already) and ask a private investigator to find the source of the tape and to find whether the girl is still alive, and why such a tape is with the husband... he did.... and went through a lot, nearly losing his life....... and ..... ahhaahhahahahahaha... for you to watch to know now! Ain't writing such sick story out. I feel really sorry for the girl as i know in US, there is such kind of thing. These things do happen and once again, i am glad i am not in US>

As for my love life, last night i did had a thought about it as Amy ( my work collegue and friend) mention something. Some woman look for good looks guy, some look for rich. I wonder to myself, which one am i looking for? Or am i on the 3rd choice, someone not rich, not good looking, but make me laugh with his silly movement?? heheeh. I really wonder.... am i seeking for the simple life or the fairy tale life that i yearn for day and night?

~To wonder is a blessing in disguise, yet to dream is a gift not everyone knows ~ Written by Gracey 10.26 am