I don't feel complete no matter what happens to me in singapore. I am missing something. I am missing Crystal so much. I miss her mad. I love her but yet I do not really do my best. I have abandoned her in some way. What a mother I am.
I go out with friends and not play with her. I spend time with my friends, movies, interstate trip and left her all alone bored at home. I am to be blame. I am selfish. I am horrible. I don't deserve to say I love her so much. If i do, i would be with her most of my time.
And now i am in singapore. I am more cruel than I thought I could be.
我罪﹐ 我全都是罪。 我不是一個好媽媽。 天呀﹐我到底還是我自稱呼自己是一個愛<楊水晶>的人嗎?
我不配。 一點都不配。 就如一個朋友說﹐ 很多很多很多很多人自稱自己是個善心的人﹐可是真真有多少人是做到的?
3 comments:
Gracey ...don't torture yourself by that 'missing' crystal bit lah
pleasessssssssssssssss !!! hehehehe
once you settled down in sg ....that sweet girl can come and call you 'mommy' in canine langauge ...'woof' woof' hehehehe
Radaman :)
hey grace, sorry but i hv to say this "u sounds so insane to me.." oh my god... hehehe... i was just kidding ok,anyway wish u n gal gal all the best...!
I never have a pet. So I dont know how crazy the relationship btw u all with your pet. or I should call it your Child?
Your Child wont want their Mum a Mad Mum. Better control yourself man.
From, Counsellor Ng Eng Kiang
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